Grow UPPPP!!

Somewhere between “Crying loudly to seek attention” and “Crying silently to avoid attention” we grew up. Somewhere between “Katti” and “Blocked” we grew up. Somewhere between “Believing in superheroes” and “Believing in god” we grew up. Somewhere between “Stealing eclairs of your sis” and “Bringing silk for her” we grew up. Somewhere between “just five more minuses to sleep” and “Wakening up on time” we grew up. Somewhere between “WE are best friends forever” and “Knowing that nothing truly lasts” we grew up. Somewhere between “Coming late at Home” and “Going timely home from hostel” we grew up. Somewhere between “I want to grow up” and “I want to be a child again” we grew up. Somewhere between “let’s plan and meet” and “let’s plan and meet” we grew up. Somewhere between “Waking up at 6 am” and “Sleeping at 6 am” we grew up. Somewhere between “Craving for pizza” and “Craving for home food” we grew up. Somewhere between ”7 panipuris for 1 rupee” and “1 Pani-puri for 7 rupees” we grew up. Somewhere between “Parents fulfilling our wish” and “we fulfilling our parent’s dream” we grew up. Somewhere between “Having extreme fighting with brother “ and “waiting for him to meet” we grew up. Somewhere between “Not picking up mamma’s phone” and “Calling her on time” we grew up. Somewhere between “ 8 toffees for 1 rupee” and “1 toffee for 8 rupees”, we grew up! Somewhere between “Ground ma aaija” (Come to the park) and “Online aaja”, (Come online) we grew up! Somewhere between “stealing chocolate of our sister” and “Buying chocolate for her children”, we grew up! Somewhere between “Just five more mins Mom” and “Pressing the snooze button”, we grew up! Somewhere between “Crying out loud just to get what we want” and “Holding our tears when we are broken inside”, we grew up! Somewhere between “I want to grow up” and “I want to be a child again”, we grew up! Somewhere between “Lets meet and plan” and “Lets plan and meet”, we grew up! Somewhere between "Being afraid of our parents" and "Praying for our parents" we finally grew up And as we grew up, we realize; How silently, our lives have changed.....

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